Sunday, April 30, 2006

9:11 PM

i was tinkin.
while watchin da chang jin.
the chang jin admitted her love for tat zhen hao in front of tat huang shang.
its lyk.
chang jin was goin to be made the concubine
yet she did nt deny her love for the zhen hao
she was risking her life when she said tat.
the king could easily behead her huh.
i was tinkin.
even if it cost lovers their lives
will they still profess their love for each other?
hummph.
many will say yes bud when they are faced with the real situation
i cnt sae for sure tat their ans will be the same.
its the same theory as "are u willing to die for your country"
if u ask me tat now.
i would probably sae yes.
bud i duno if i m rilly in a war
i cnt sae for sure tat i might still remain loyal.
omg.
i sound lyk as though i am a betrayal to spore.
elections.
why we friday dun hv half day??!!
otger schs have.
its nt lyk our sch tat area dun hv to vote.
why our sch nt chosen?
HAIYA.
back to da chang jin.
if being asked.
would u rather be a normal citizen or be a president's wife?
henh.
i tink most ans will be president's wife.
bud mayb the one the person love is nt him la.
then i tink she will still say tat.
cos everyone yearns for a betta life
the chang jin so wei da lor.
bud i tink she vry fake la.
cos its a show.
sometimes.
in real life things are nv a fairytale.
nth is so pertfect.
nth is a bed of roses.
NOTHING.
BUD WHY?
I DUNNO.
HOW I WISHED I NOE.


mayb i shld look baq sumtimes.
cos u are the one hu always look baq.
bud u walked to fast.
izzit becos u gt longer legs?
=.=
i shld have known.
stop being so wishy washy la.
ha.
how i wished i can become a man again.
hehe.
SHH.
only sum ppl noe my true identity.
ok.
i m truly laming ;)


becos of u.

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

4:49 AM

wulala~
my com. is ok le
i ttink.
bud i have to reinstall alot of stuffs.
ya i found a motorola fone on the bus.
i saw it then i called limo to see then she immediately took it.
then she was lyk.
AHHH!!
i lyk tis fone.
since no one wants it
valerie shall keep it.
then she was lyk ping ming clicking on the camera button.
then she kept askin me whether she can take a pic of the joel gordon's jiu ming en ren.
i was lyk.
valerie.
dun gv excuses
if u wanna use the fone juz sae it dun hv to beat about the bush.
we had a hard tym tryin to write down tat person's name lor.
we were lyk.
(sorry can u repeat it again?) * 5
then tat limo ask me if can take a peek into tat person's pics.
i was lyk.
wat are u up to tis tym.
ok.
clarification.
we have nv seen tat guy.
duno hu he is aniwae.
dun slam me with him.
cos i duno him.
neither does he noe me.
bud u can sae tat limo is kinda interested in him.
HEHEX..
-malicious laughters-
i m goin mad.insane.crazy.
sorry. i broke ur communication by steppin on ur fone line.
it was seriously accidental.
XD

lai shi zai jian.xi wang ning bu hui zai dui wo shuo dui bu qi.

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Friday, April 28, 2006

5:33 AM

Helo?
Regards frm 2 stupid idiots frm hula land.
tis is val.l speakin.Celina com crash le.so i'm speakin on her behalf. it's lyk a vry long tym no post( coz celina does most of the postin)
although we din post bud then alot of things happened durin the past few days.

now the whole class is going into tis stupid -senored- comic craze.Every morn u can hear some xiaolang(namely peiling,huiting &daphne) screamin away,snatchin the comics.Then there r also the disgusted ppl lyk eliz.I'm neutral-i dun take sides.Celina is also 1 of the all tym porn lovers.She almost memerise the whole disgusting conversation they had when ahem ahem.

then todae i & cel did a vry gd deed (may god bless us)
we returned a fone celina found on the bus.
tt guys name was called joel gordon.sounds freaky.
actually celina wanted to use the fone and take pics of herself & leave her fone no so i case if it's a shuai ge she can stand a chance...FAT HOPE =p

all in all today was quite fun execpt we gotta do Mrs ho freakin homework and i can't even log in...

tats all folks
bye...=)

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

3:42 AM

ahhh..!
pls leave me alone.
i dun wanna hear anyting about ur affairs of the heart.
i did promise tat i will be there for u.
i will still be there for u.
bud can u stop blaming me for ur break up?
i had totally nth to do wif it.
i juz said.
u two are nt meant for each other since u both dun understand each other.
why are u so fake?
he said he liked u cos u were natural.
he probably broke wif u cos he muz hv found out how fake u were.
u were juz putting up an act in front of him.
spare a thought fot him.
u did treasure him bud u expected him to take care of ur needs from head to toe.
dun u tink tat is too guo fen?
he WAS ur bf bud how did u treat him.
u treated him lyk as though it was his duty to serve u.
and now ure blamming me for ur break up cos i said tat?
it was seriously a casual remark
& futhermore
if u two dun rilly inderstand each other
wats the point?
for goodness sake.
i tot u hv gotten over it.
stop blamming me.
at first i tot it was my fault totally.
cos u tot i sumhow was cursing u.
bud i was nt.
i realised i was'nt wrong when zhaozhi told me tat i was nt at fault.
she said i was juz doin a good deed
its betta to end the pain now then
aft so long a fruitless relationship
& u break.
i was tinkin.
u surely cnt take it de.
i apologised.
i juz wanna lead my type of life.
dun blame me for evryting.
all ur ups and downs in life.
i hope u can forget about tis matter
i still wanna be frens.
i still wanna be there for u
i still wanna help u.
juz take it tat u hv nv met tat guy be4.
forget him.
=)
shi jie tai ping!!!
LOL.
i doubt u will ever noe how i rilly feel unless u find my blog.
i juz needed a place to vent my frustrations.


celina needs to be free... wanna be free...

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3:14 AM

why.
for once can u let me hv my way?
why muz u remind me?
i m trying to forget & put down
i wanna leave the past behind.
yet u keep reminding me.


i saw si min smile today.
she smiled so naturally.
it was'nt a fake smile.
i could tell tat she yearns for frens.
u may tink she is behaving the way she is behaving cos she doesnt want frens.
sumone mentions her name
and she is so contented.
she is delighted.
glad to noe tat at least she is nt TOTALLY left out.
whenever i see her smile.
i feel so happy for her.
she may nt be as entu or helpful or outspoken as most of us in the class
bud she nds the confidence.
if all of us gv her the confidence she nds
she probably wun be so withdrawn animore.
it takes time.
i dun tink many will agree wif me tat she is nice.
she is nt as helpful at times.
bud ppl are nv perfect.
since she is fated to be our classmates
we hv to learn to accept her.
its kinda lyk a no choice hv to adapt situation.
she was'nt lyk tat in primary sch.
-sighs-
why are tings alwaes so complicated.
i m getting tired.
really tired.
i juz wanna stop runnin.
i cnt handle it anymore.
SOMEONE!
PLS PULL ME OUTTA TIS QUICKSAND.
i dun wanna struggle animore.
nt animore.
nt animore.
nt even for another second.
no ones noes.
no one.
i m struggling.
no one can tell.
haiya.
i wish i can juz leave tis quicksand silently.
without anione noticing.
then evryting.
all the pain.
all the tiredness
all the emptiness will be gone together wif me.
i dun wish to see u suffering wif me either.
let me go with the wind.
no one will noe.
i promise.
i juz wanna stop runnin.
stop struggling.
stop all the pain life is givin me...
i juz wanna stop.
bud if only i could.

-celina
3-5-9-11-14-1

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

7:57 AM

i watched the da chang jin VCD.
i cried.
i saw hw much the teacher cared for the younger ones.
why izzit tat the higher one climb.
the harder he falls?
the higher u climb,
there will be more competiton.
ppl are alwaes out to put u in the spot?
why izzit tat life is nv a bed of roses?
as i watched the old teacher pass on
i cried,
she was so benovelent.
i admired her.
i yearn to be lyk her.
she knew the ppl around her were greedy for power
she used her life to exchange for the peace in the royal kitchen.
she strived.
she struggled.
she tried.
so hard.
bud she died in the end.
i guess all good tings will come to an end.
why izzit tat good ppl alwaes die early?
the evil ppl
the scheming alwaes lives longer?
i finally understood why.
the scheming plot against the good.
the good are nt able to withstand the dangers the evil plots.
i juz cnt explain hw i feel in words.
its UNDESCRIBABLE.
I TOLD U.
I DUNO HOW I FEEL.
I DUNO IF U UNDERSTOOD.
u said u could tell tat i was troubled tru my actions.
i was empty.
in a way sad?
i duno.
i didnt feel sad.
bud sumhow deep inside.
i felt tat i was sad.
bud i had nth to be sad about.
i juz feel tat i was behavin tis way becos i was sad.
if u dun understand.
hu will?
there are so many ppl around evryone to care formost ppl.
i noe.
there are still plenty of good ppl in tis world.
why do sum evil ppl get away wif wat they do?
the good alwaes go away silently.
they suffer such unspoke difficulties and wei qu.
they suffer in silence.
no one noes.
i beliv there are many ppl hu sufferr in silence.
they suffer so silently tat i cnt tell hu they are.
i wish i could
i wish i could help them
if only.
if only.
if only i could.
if only i had the ability.
there are so many ppl out there hu nds care & concern.
they are nt as fortunate as us hu hv frens & family to care for us.
my ambition.
become a social worker.
i duno if tats considered an ambition.
bud i promised myself.
i muz become
or hv the experience of being one
i wan to help ppl.
i wan to noe how they feel.
i dun wan to see them in pain anymore.
bud..
i noe its impossible.
i m nt compassionate.
bud i noe i wish to see them smile.
seein an old folk smile when i offer a seat to her totally brightens my day.
it was lyk as though her smile was magical.
i wish to see evryone smiling
i wish there was no sadness.
i wish.
evrything is a I WISH.
will my wishes ever come true?
or will it juz remain a WISH?
i dun wish tat it remains as only a wish.
i wan it to become a reality.


i want to bring smiles.
if only i could.
i-celina teared.

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

7:41 AM

WORDS SIMLIAR TO EMPTINESS...
-vacuum
-gap
-absence
-void state
-hollowness
-lack of sense
-hole in the heart
so many words yet none of them can seriously describe how i m feeling now.


WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL...
-darkness
-sheer emptiness
-unspoken feeling.
-cries of distress-
if only sumone understood..
at least i tot i was understood.
mayb u did.
mayb u did nt.
i cnt sae for sure
cos i m nt u.
-sighs-


the hummingbirdie is layin its eggs.
bud we still hag our clothes on the clothes line in the balcony.
it 'checked in' for bout a month already.
its time it 'paid its fees'
i juz wanna see the baby hummingbirds.
tats enuf for the 'fees'


we gt our class tee.
bud the names werent vry clear
yet it was vry powerfuL.
as in most of us might complain the words arent clear
bud i tot we shld tink of the designer hu put in so much effort.
our class was pretty appreciative.
good sign??
i duno.
cnt sae for sure.
sum ppl were innovative
they used permenent marker to go over the names.
it sure did look betta.


oh. ya.
tis is a tip on hw to tell which post is written by celina or valerie L.
celina's post hv ending.
as in she will sign off lyk tat
darkness...
then valerie dun do tat.
bud she did tat once.
she said i was desperate.
i mean ppl dun sae they are desperate unless they rilly are.
fortunately or unfortunately.
i m nt desperate.
-smiles sorrow-


sumtimes.
tears juz drop withoutany reason or rhyme.

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

6:31 AM

i noe ure feelin vry depressed now.
u shld trust her.
if u rilly regard her as a fren.
trust tat she is the fren u hope she will be.
the fren tat u befriended becos u trusted her character.
if u rilly wan to treasure tis frenship.
u hv to put all ur trust in her.
gv her ur fullest faith.
then leave the rest of it to her.
ppl change.
they change dramatically.
suddenly.
without any signs.
the human nature is lyk tat.
it cnt be explained.
trust is the most important in life
when u trust a person,
u shld nt hv doubts whether ur trust was well placed
instead
u shld hv confidence tat ur fren will nt do u wrong.
in a matter of fact
evryone is changing.
its natural tat u duno hu to trust now bud still u hv to adapt to the changes.
if u dun
u will be at the losing end.
lyk i said,
everyone is competing for good jobs out there
so we hv to adapt & juz leave all the unhappiness behind.
its easy for me to tell u to leave all the sorrows behind.
the final decisions lies within u.
if ure nt able to trust ur fren.
at least
trust urself.
trust tat u hv found a good fren & u hope to treasure her.
ppl will change as time goes by.
ure changing day by day too.
i can tell.
u juz hv to be urself
dun hv to care wat ppl sae
u control the type of person u wan urself & ur frens to be.
dun let their crude comments affect u.
its nt worth the sacrifice.
MARK MY WORDS =)


'BE URSELF'
PPL CHANGE.

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

5:27 AM

haha...today the 1st thing tt happened to me in sch is tt zz actually did me wrong!!!
i never thought she would do tt bud ya...my deepest darkest secret...
i thought i would die then i became sooo 'ji dong' and celina & daphne keep beating me on my back.
then zz went into tis crazy craze...wadeva she say is all abt him!!!
bud sad to say he is her 'ke xing'...muahaha..

tt damn ass celina actually invaded my privacy!!!
she took my handbk when she tot i was nt in class!!! without my permission!!!
luckily i found out then she was lyk....eh..heeheehee...
i regret letting celina know so many things...nw she is foreva teasing me...cannot tahan le.
i am officially nt gg to shanghai...

serene ho is lyk damn xiao can?
sha make us stay baq cos she say we vry noisy!
her class oso no beta mah!! Biased....
hate her man...

chihuahua found his chimaomao...
pettycat is trying...
celina is desperate....
valerie.l ??? she dun care

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Monday, April 10, 2006

2:48 AM

todae..zz & i went to the bio lab to feed the nene momo and damsel
then we took the bottles of ice frm the fridege.
then there were many big pieces of ice under the ice trays.
then zz go take & try to throw it down my shirt.
ahhaa!!
she throw so many.
none went in.
then i go take one big big piece & silently slipped it into her shirt.
then she took more & chased me around the lab.
crazy la.
we were lyk primary sch kids lor.
bud i dun care.
u may sae we were childish or wat.
i juz dun care.
it was SUMO fun.


-i wrote tis when i was in class-
then luo lao shi keep looking at me..
= u treat him lyk as though he is a lowly dog.
for goodness sake la
he is a human lyk u too lor.
he tolerates all ur insult.
ppl lyk tat are the ppl hu are rilly worth my admiration.
he is juz a fren to u.
you chose popularity & closeness among the opposite sex over frenship.
wat has greed & jealousy done to u?
it made u so heartless.
he was alwaes there for u.
yet tis is hw u wanna repay him?
for ur coconut information.
HE IS NT UR DOG!!
even if u dun wanna tok or get close to him
you do nt hv to brush him off lyk tat wat.
it seriously hurt him terribly.
he did nt show his feelings as he did nt wan u to noe hw sad he was.
he is nt ur pet that u can call on when u nd him
& brush him off crudely when u hv no nd of him.
he is juz tolerating all ur nonsence silently
surely u noe tat too.
yet u still treat him so coldly.


STRUGGLE FOR POWER.
is power tat important that u hv to forgo r frenship wif her?
i cnt understand.
dun u feel tired?
almost evryone hopes to gain power bud all hv diff definations off gainin power.
the way ure tryin ti gain power is juz nt healthy.
u will end up hurting & stressing urself.
forget it.
let bygones be bygones.
is the struggle for power changed u?
i duno.
u seem too..too eager for power.
u wish to win.
be the overall winner
true.
ure motivatin urself.
bud its nt too healty la.
serious.
u will end up wif power u yearn bud izzit worth it?
u go tru all the hardship & tiredness
juz for tat power which u cnt bring wif u aft u leave secondary sch
i dun wish to see u all stressed up becos u yearn for power.
i mean its ok to yearn bud too much is nt healthy.
anw.
the last decision is urs.
its rilly up to u.
make a good choice.
dun end up regrettin
i dun wanna see u gettin hurt.
its probably nt worth the struggle.


darkness has crushed me to pieces...
i m left wif nth...

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

4:32 AM

i duno hw i feelin now.
mixed feelings..
oh. still havin cold cold war.
haish.
i m still quite angry.
actually.
i realised tat sum ppl are nt exactly hu they seem to be
sum ppl hv a vry frenly look.
bud they hv a vry evil..black heart!!!!
i juz wanna CRY OUT LOUD!!
i juz duno if any one will hear me.
sum ppl looks so qian bian & evil on the outside.
bud they are actually pleasant & nice ppl on the inside
its the same theory as the durian..
though i dun lyk durian.
i wanna crycrycrycry.
i duno why
i juz felt tat there is sumting,
deep inside for me to cry about.
cryin out loud.
i juz wanna shout all my frustrations
all!!!
-cries of frustration-
the emptiness in my heart.
its unexplanable.
if only sumone rilly understand
i kept signin todae.
becos of sumting.
and i rilly duno wat.
i wanna find out wat
bud its diff la.
if only i knew the root to the sheer sadness in me.
then the roots shall be removed totally.
& i will be happy again.


deep emptiness

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Friday, April 07, 2006

5:38 AM

ok...it's saddenin bud still tt's the fact.
we gt last in drill com!! =(
we trained so hard lo...for the past 1 wk we were the earliest to reach sch to prac
6.30 lo...gotta wake up lyk so early in the morn...

we tried our best le lo bud still...haish...never expected to get last lo
when it is our turn we really gt try to march our best lo budthen there r some wrong commands given then we dunno how to react so become vry messy.
after the 1st mistake we lost confidence le lo...then start to worry if we do sm more wrong things
then really gt another command give wrongly...then all of us try to be vry careful
bud the more careful we r the less we focus then the whole thing was ok la bud still becos of sm mistakes some of us vry sad then cry...
i admit i oso gt do rong stuff la.i was a bit too slow at 1 point of tym and my handswing nt vry gd.
so i am in no positon to say hu did bad in the squad...
after the 1st round alot of ppl think they vry lan then hai the squad then they cry...bud then it is nt entirely their fault de lo...
they cry so more or less the nxt round sure gt affect de lo...they all blame themselves lo...

then when other U.Gs come out and do footdrills tt tym after they do the be-du-wa belang(e sat, duwa thing) all their supporters gt clap budden when we do tt tym no one clapped.
we all so demoralised lo then hav to clap for the other U.Gs oso.
SJAB gt lyk 10 thousand ppl supportin lo...they took up almost half of the standing area then the gb de all sent into the com onli left wib lyk 12 ppl din go...i noe they try le lo bud still compared tho the others they cheer or clap is lyk no use de...
worse still all the other 4 cca takin part gt clap for each other exept gb...

after the fancy drills oso gt ppl blame themselves & then cry...when consoling them some1(i shall nt name hu)come up and tell me some thing and then i rilli wanna bob her lo!frm wad i think our drills is rilli beta then some cca bud the prob is tt i think they biased towards them.

when standing there to wait for results tt tym gt ALOT of SJAB supporters screamin lo...then all the other ccas take turn to scream.all can hear execpt gb de...saddening...
i noe the ppl up there doing their best to shout le budden still we r outnumbered lo...
we gt so much stress when we syandin there hear all the SJ members shoutin...rady gt tears in our eyes le bud we dun dare cry cos ay nar in front of us...when the result come out we r last then we rady cryin le lo...bud still try to put on a brave front and stand still...
when dismissed tt tym almost all the gb girls peng kui and cry lo....
then we go baq and our officers tok to us the say we r rady vry gd le...make us wan to cry even more...bud mayb wat ms sherylin say make sense la...
we onli work hard at e last min bud ppl rady started lyk long ago le.

Haish...life's lyk tt nothing is quite fair...still it is damn saddenin..
nw alot of other cca willlook down on us le lo....
bud wad matters is we already try our best...haish

nt onli are my eyes tearin...my heart is weepin
those hu put on a brave front r rilli the ones tt need concern most...

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

3:11 AM

juz becos u dun lyk her character..
does'nt mean u hv to sae such bad tings about her wat
she is under a lot of stress...
she is tryin her best to do her job as a fren well
bud she noes its nt easy
to win the hearts of evryone
no one is frens wif evryone
there is bound to be sumone hu dislikes u
ppl do change.
they change for the betta
if u sae she changed.
i feel that ure bein vry unfair
cos i beliv evryone has changed
no one is the same as last yr
seriously
NO ONE
changin is part and parcel of life
why take changes so seriously?
izzit nt possible to adapt to the changes?
evryone will change as tym goes by.
dun tell me u dun change?
ppl change accordin to circumstances
so if ppl change or hv mood swings all of a sudden.
they muz be havin sum problems.
problems frm home
school or even cca
they will be sumhw affected by those problems, being fallible humans.
u cnt blame them can u
if u cnt accept them for the way they are.
the only ting i can sae is
-uve juz lost a fren.
if u rilly want to accept tat fren for hu they are
and nt becos they are popular or pretty
u will accept them no matter hw much bad tings they hv done to u
frens accpet each other as hu they are.
they try to change their frens & make them a betta person
frens stand up for each other
& they muz be able to withstand the events of tym


frens accept each other
solely becos of hu they are...
if nt.
they are nt ur true frens....

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

6:51 AM

i was super pissed wif favian in the morning.
bud i guessed he was juz too immatured & playful?
he totally intruded my privacy lor.
he takes my tings
hiding them in my bag
he takes tings frm my bag too
wat if..
wat if..
i had a love letter inside my bag
& he happens to see it.
i cnt beliv wats gg to happen lor.
its private & confidential lor.
yet he saw it.
lyk i sae.
its wat if..
bud its rude lor cos i din even gv him permission to touch my stuff.
alittle bit of the hiding game is fun.
bud seriously..
too much is kinda..freakky.
bud its fun


i was nt invloved in drill com.
so i din join the drill com. contigent.
OBVIOUSLY!
at first
i did drills wif gek.
2 of us were marchin all alone. so stupid.
its silent march
then i go do drills wif the drill com. ppl
cos they there gt 2 empty spaces
cos the sec3s go SYF.
then i go do wif phyllis & px
celeste was commanding.
then do until vry sien le
then we go sec1 squad.
then i was the timer.
go there be timer
no stress.
nice. pleasant.
bud px. she dui lian lor.
she go do wrong footdrills.
in front of the sec1s lor.
then it sumhw started to rain
then we go inside the shade
so tat we wun drown in the rain.
then the drill com. ppl continue to prac.
they work so hard lo.
i juz scared they cnt withstand it.
then they peng.
then all their efforts & hard wrk wasted.
i dun wish anyone to peng
cos all of them wrked vry vry hard.
go to sch evry mornin
so early.
all of u muz jia you.
wei gb zheng guang!
(hohoho!)


tmr hv to run 2.4km
freaky.
yq, val l. & francee die le
they morning hv to do drills
then run
then at 4pm.
the captian comin to check their drills
i wan to see them do bud i gt make-up lesson
cos sundae gt enrolment service.
sheesh.
i duno exactly hu will promote
bud can guess la.
i duno if i can consider myself lucky tat i m nt involved or wat
bud they learnt sum new tings.
i saw. & i tink i da gai noe hw to do.
kinda interestin watchin them do drills though.
at least i noe i look da gai lyk tat when i do.


i m the most pissed wif ivan virus!
he keep callin either me or my reg. no.
i told u.
he is out to make me malu.
todae he still specify
4th bench
2nd gurl
i was lyk
wat hv i done to offend u?
i did nt want to bear grudges bud he is juz too
too..
too..
too freakinin!!
then joleen oso kena called.
i guess 2 ppl he lyks to malu is me & joleen.
bud i tink he call me mre tyms.
then for the corals.
i tink our tank is closin down cos too dirty le
our pump too strog.
too powerfuL
bud we gt no $$ to buy a less strong one.
then the nene, momo, damsel-small, damsel-medium
gt to move over to gloria they all tat tank.
mayb & mayb nt.
the fishes might fight.
bud for their lives to be extended, they nd to fight.
shhessh.
sounds retarded.


as the rain was pourin heavily out there
my heart was tearing to its brim..

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

3:18 AM

todae was the shittest dae of the hiding game
shit.
shit.
shit.
FAVIAN LAM YU ZHE!
u are s0 dead!
tat freaakin favian, huiting and shawn go take my stuff & the hiding game started again..
they take it
hide it
made me aware tat they were missin
& they put it baq onto my bag again
shit.
shit.
OH MY SHIT.
i hv been usin alot of shit
they took out the ink ting inside all my pen
then during science lesson i gt practically n0 pens to use
except one tat the ink ting cnt be removed
GRR..
I WAS HOPIN MAD!
then tat stupid bong..
to make matters worst
he took my correction tape & drew a disgustin ting on it
i emphasize!
D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!
summre is permenent marker
i juz bought a new cover cos my old one was super sumo dirty
then here..tat freakin bong took it & destroyed it
wif his yucky piece of art.
srry bong
i dun mean to sae ure bad at art
at least ure betta then me
bud i was totally freaked out
zz wrote my name in pink on it too
bud i din rilly mind
although i din rilly lyk pink.
bud i m still super pissed wif favian!!!
aww..
nvm
life is nv smooth


haha!!!
zz gave me a size 17 blouse!
super big
super woa!
she nv wear be4 so she gave it to me
i wanted to pay her.
bud she immediately rejected my offer.
it was her chance to make big bucks$$
erm. though it wasnt much.
then durin enrichment..
bong..again
he go scold minghong cos he din look up to hv eye contact wif him during the drama rama
then he go critise liyuan for nt puttin enuf expressions when he speak.
he refused to act.
yet he had so much comments.
bud in the end he decided to act la.
he hurriedly prepared the script
cnt understand wat goes on in his brain.
bud he muz hv his own tinkin la


wat val l. sae in her previous post is oni half rite.
jkjk.
its nt even true
i dun hv ai4qing2de4zhi2ren4
she was juz shittin
she rilly has dirty eyes..
she takes oni a glance to see sum ppl
bud it took me lyk 10*10 million mre time to spot them
she keep saein..
i see so & so
then i sae..where?
i dun see so & so.
then she sae..there...
then i was lyk where?
then aft 5 min.
i will sae..orh..there is so & so.
aft lyk so long lor.


evrytym i see her.
i gt tis fan gan
duno why.
i used to find her so nice.
i still find her nice.
bud now gt fan gan
i rilly pity sum guys.
they come cryin saein tat tis gurl ditched them.
i juz wish to tell all of them hu gt ditched.
all ure cases are super similar.
those gurls arent worth ur love for them
bein devoted to them juz makes them feel tat they are so indispensible.
i juz cnt stand it.
u guys wait patiently & silently for them to accept u
bud in the end.
they tell u the cruel truth
& ure nt able to take it
when they nd u
they order u ppl around lyk u are their maids
when they find tat ure useless to them
they throw u far far away frm them.
then when u do sth wrong.
they scold u all the horrible stuffs.
wat u duno is tat they will nv fall for u
though they once treated u so well
u were juz their steppin stones to fame.
they will nt go for ppl lyk u though
i find tat they are the ones tat are nt worthy of u..
juz forget them
it may be painful bud forgettin is the best solution.
trust me.


phyiscal pain is nth..
emotional pain is the one tat hurts most...
ouch!

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Monday, April 03, 2006

5:26 AM

Celina chuuuuuuaaaa!!!! u watchout!!!

okie ppl i noe u all r all sian abt seeing me and celina suaning each other but no matter wad she ish still a dumb ass

pls do nt think celina is poor thing becos she dun get into the competition
she has"ai qing de zhi ren" frm some ahem ahem guy...
i dunno hu issit but here are the few possibilities
1)ahem ahem (least possibillity)
2)qian bian lian (eh eh...)--->rape victim
3)tution guy (i dunno abt tis 1)
4)malay (still gt chance)
5)kan bu shuang (for goodness sake he is celina de ren le)--->tt poorguy was molested by her

take yr pick ppl...
bud i dunno hu's the 1

i have to go sch early until fri...gotta wake up lyk so damn early

can die de lo...

XD

valerie limmo

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12:41 AM

i duno if i hv gooten over the fact that i have been removed frm drill com.
oh..
i hv nv been sad..
cos i noe life is nv smooth..
bud fate played wif my life
TOTALLY!
at one tym..
fate gave me hope..
then once..
it left me wif nth..
i was baq to square1


they practised drill frm 6.30am t0 i dun0 wat tym
so early..
wonder if they gt the strength..
so sleepy de lor
heng i dun nd to g0..


todae was a hiding dae
huiting was there pokin me..
then when ms er ask her to go take sum stuff frm the fotocopy auntie..
we decided to hide her stuff
we were pretty imaginative though
we took out the ink ting frm her G2
and the refill frm her correction tape..
& nt forgettin her jersey
then i gave it all to favian
then he and shawn were passin the jersey here and there...
in fact.
both of them sat on it at least 2 tyms..
huiting..
ur jersey is CONTAMINATED!
then later when she came baq
we acted lyk as though nth happened..
then she found out her stuff were all missing when favian and shawn asked:
huiting..
i wanna borrow ur stapler
huiting..
i wan to borrow ur g2
huiting..
i wan to wear ur jersey..
i was unaware tat they had sth up their sleves
then i was there squirmin in my seat
then she began to l00k f0r it
then she found all of them on my bag!
i was in shock mode..
tat freakin favian..
so.i finally figured out they were out to xian hai me
then we started hiding each other's stuff
pencil case..
tat cable ting..
the badminton racket
water bottle
evryting possible to hide..
then when we were off to d n t
i couldnt find my pencil case..
then i knew they were up to no goot
then i went to ask favian
then he go sae its wif shawn
ask me go chase him for it
heng i din go..
cos i knew he was lying.
then sumhw it appeared
& disappeared again
then it appeared again
& disappeared again
i was lookin HIGH and low for it lor
then i tink james & favian chuan tong de.
FREAKED ME OUT!
then later i wana bao chou
then when they were nt here..
i took their stuff & hid it
then favian realised his stuff were lost..
then he was pretty anxious..
bud i din gv the game away..
revenge was sweet
jkjk...


the hummingbird goin to build fini the nest le
when he fini buildin then i take a foto and upload it
to act as pr00f/evidence
to show that i was'nt lyin...
its lyk so phueny
during d n t
zz & i were rishin to add stuffs here and there
stuffs we din even intend to add
we added a bridge
tickets booth
we haven even fini ours then we go help other ppl wif theirs
quite shit la
bud we're frens la
so we din mind..
bud in the end..
we fini it
bud zz still hv a phobia of tat machine tat died on her..
hais..
hav to make her love tat machine
probably too diff...
bud i muz try!


izzit worth fightin?

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

1:37 AM

jeevers..
i was taken outta drill com.
so frreaky.
according to angeline..
the sgt wan me in
the cpt wan me out..
sheesh..she sure did realise alot of prob wif me
i could'nt bring myself to cry aft hearin the bad news from angeline...
i duno why
then i was in a daze for half an hr
then i fell asleep
then when i woke up...
then my mum went to put me down..
then i couldnt be bothered wif her..
then i went to watch a damn farni show...
then i laugh it all out
then i realised hw many then i used.
my mum kept rattling..
askin me to revise my wrk
read CL newpaper..
sae i dun read then waste of $$
so freakinin
gettin nagged by mum is worst then gettin removed frm drill com.
10*10million times
gr..there she goes again..
yayayaya..nagnagnag
tats pretty much wat she do evrydae..
yayayaya...
noe wat is happenin in the world..
yayaya..
improve english & CL..
yayaya..
its tym to go study..
haish..
my ears are nv at peace..
so sad..
she juz dun understand me lor
gv me so much tuition still gt tym to read bks & newspaper meh
if she stop all my tuitions..
& i mean ALL!
i will hv peace for once..


i nid the peace..

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Saturday, April 01, 2006

12:54 AM

WARNING!
beware of the shit tat VAL L. is spoutin!

VALERIE LIMO!
see tat bulldog on the left?
tats u..
nt vry ugly la..
cos u are nt tat disgustin either...


first tings first:
-i still tink ur eyes are dirty..cos
+cos u keep seein ppl i detest..
+bud they are ppl u LOVE so much
-u broke regi's heart..
+see la. now she so heart broken..
+ur sins will nv be forgiven!
-almost evryone sae my eyes look lyk rainbow.
+gt all the seven colours
1.red
2.orange
3.yellow
4.green
5.blue
6.indigo
7.purple
why? u jealous izzit?
too bad..ur eyes are way TOO BIGGG!!
ur feet is BIG
ur head is XXXXL
ur feet is XXXL
ur palm is XXL
ur aunty bag is XL
ur t-shirt size is L
see' u cnt deny tat evryting is BIG BIG BIG!
-erm..most IMPORTANTLY!
+i dun look lyk tat cat..
+tats u lor..(u still go admit de)

lastly:
-i did sae u're depressed bud i beliv regi more depressed
-cos u g0 hug her bf..still offer him susu paper...

no doubt true love is hard to find..
bud if its true..
it will belong to me since its true
so i dun hv to go search high and low for it
cos it will come to me
erm..sounds retarded..
so i dun hv to open my eyes too big
cos later will pain de
instead..
u hv to make ur eyes smaller
later ur bf wana make ur eyes smaller
so u cnt see any other guys
ur eyes muz only hv space for him.
gt it?
L-O-V-E
i love you and u love me...(hi-five~val l. 's fav sh0w)
ur secret has been found out by sumone..
so its no longer a secret so
of course
u are denyin tat ur handbk gt secret...
wuhahaha!!


its a wet & gloomy dae....drifting away...

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we; ourselves; US.

-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR

-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=

Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny

OUR GOALS?!

-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~

BLABS.

LEAVING?!

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ELAINE
ELIZ
FRANCESCA
HUITING
JAMES
PEILING
STEPH&VAL.T
YIQING
ZHAOZHI
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