Friday, April 07, 2006
5:38 AM

ok...it's saddenin bud still tt's the fact.
we gt last in drill com!! =(
we trained so hard lo...for the past 1 wk we were the earliest to reach sch to prac
6.30 lo...gotta wake up lyk so early in the morn...

we tried our best le lo bud still...haish...never expected to get last lo
when it is our turn we really gt try to march our best lo budthen there r some wrong commands given then we dunno how to react so become vry messy.
after the 1st mistake we lost confidence le lo...then start to worry if we do sm more wrong things
then really gt another command give wrongly...then all of us try to be vry careful
bud the more careful we r the less we focus then the whole thing was ok la bud still becos of sm mistakes some of us vry sad then cry...
i admit i oso gt do rong stuff la.i was a bit too slow at 1 point of tym and my handswing nt vry gd.
so i am in no positon to say hu did bad in the squad...
after the 1st round alot of ppl think they vry lan then hai the squad then they cry...bud then it is nt entirely their fault de lo...
they cry so more or less the nxt round sure gt affect de lo...they all blame themselves lo...

then when other U.Gs come out and do footdrills tt tym after they do the be-du-wa belang(e sat, duwa thing) all their supporters gt clap budden when we do tt tym no one clapped.
we all so demoralised lo then hav to clap for the other U.Gs oso.
SJAB gt lyk 10 thousand ppl supportin lo...they took up almost half of the standing area then the gb de all sent into the com onli left wib lyk 12 ppl din go...i noe they try le lo bud still compared tho the others they cheer or clap is lyk no use de...
worse still all the other 4 cca takin part gt clap for each other exept gb...

after the fancy drills oso gt ppl blame themselves & then cry...when consoling them some1(i shall nt name hu)come up and tell me some thing and then i rilli wanna bob her lo!frm wad i think our drills is rilli beta then some cca bud the prob is tt i think they biased towards them.

when standing there to wait for results tt tym gt ALOT of SJAB supporters screamin lo...then all the other ccas take turn to scream.all can hear execpt gb de...saddening...
i noe the ppl up there doing their best to shout le budden still we r outnumbered lo...
we gt so much stress when we syandin there hear all the SJ members shoutin...rady gt tears in our eyes le bud we dun dare cry cos ay nar in front of us...when the result come out we r last then we rady cryin le lo...bud still try to put on a brave front and stand still...
when dismissed tt tym almost all the gb girls peng kui and cry lo....
then we go baq and our officers tok to us the say we r rady vry gd le...make us wan to cry even more...bud mayb wat ms sherylin say make sense la...
we onli work hard at e last min bud ppl rady started lyk long ago le.

Haish...life's lyk tt nothing is quite fair...still it is damn saddenin..
nw alot of other cca willlook down on us le lo....
bud wad matters is we already try our best...haish

nt onli are my eyes tearin...my heart is weepin
those hu put on a brave front r rilli the ones tt need concern most...

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