i watched the da chang jin VCD. i cried. i saw hw much the teacher cared for the younger ones. why izzit tat the higher one climb. the harder he falls? the higher u climb, there will be more competiton. ppl are alwaes out to put u in the spot? why izzit tat life is nv a bed of roses? as i watched the old teacher pass on i cried, she was so benovelent. i admired her. i yearn to be lyk her. she knew the ppl around her were greedy for power she used her life to exchange for the peace in the royal kitchen. she strived. she struggled. she tried. so hard. bud she died in the end. i guess all good tings will come to an end. why izzit tat good ppl alwaes die early? the evil ppl the scheming alwaes lives longer? i finally understood why. the scheming plot against the good. the good are nt able to withstand the dangers the evil plots. i juz cnt explain hw i feel in words. its UNDESCRIBABLE. I TOLD U. I DUNO HOW I FEEL. I DUNO IF U UNDERSTOOD. u said u could tell tat i was troubled tru my actions. i was empty. in a way sad? i duno. i didnt feel sad. bud sumhow deep inside. i felt tat i was sad. bud i had nth to be sad about. i juz feel tat i was behavin tis way becos i was sad. if u dun understand. hu will? there are so many ppl around evryone to care formost ppl. i noe. there are still plenty of good ppl in tis world. why do sum evil ppl get away wif wat they do? the good alwaes go away silently. they suffer such unspoke difficulties and wei qu. they suffer in silence. no one noes. i beliv there are many ppl hu sufferr in silence. they suffer so silently tat i cnt tell hu they are. i wish i could i wish i could help them if only. if only. if only i could. if only i had the ability. there are so many ppl out there hu nds care & concern. they are nt as fortunate as us hu hv frens & family to care for us. my ambition. become a social worker. i duno if tats considered an ambition. bud i promised myself. i muz become or hv the experience of being one i wan to help ppl. i wan to noe how they feel. i dun wan to see them in pain anymore. bud.. i noe its impossible. i m nt compassionate. bud i noe i wish to see them smile. seein an old folk smile when i offer a seat to her totally brightens my day. it was lyk as though her smile was magical. i wish to see evryone smiling i wish there was no sadness. i wish. evrything is a I WISH. will my wishes ever come true? or will it juz remain a WISH? i dun wish tat it remains as only a wish. i wan it to become a reality.
i want to bring smiles. if only i could. i-celina teared.
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
