Tuesday, April 18, 2006
3:14 AM

why.
for once can u let me hv my way?
why muz u remind me?
i m trying to forget & put down
i wanna leave the past behind.
yet u keep reminding me.


i saw si min smile today.
she smiled so naturally.
it was'nt a fake smile.
i could tell tat she yearns for frens.
u may tink she is behaving the way she is behaving cos she doesnt want frens.
sumone mentions her name
and she is so contented.
she is delighted.
glad to noe tat at least she is nt TOTALLY left out.
whenever i see her smile.
i feel so happy for her.
she may nt be as entu or helpful or outspoken as most of us in the class
bud she nds the confidence.
if all of us gv her the confidence she nds
she probably wun be so withdrawn animore.
it takes time.
i dun tink many will agree wif me tat she is nice.
she is nt as helpful at times.
bud ppl are nv perfect.
since she is fated to be our classmates
we hv to learn to accept her.
its kinda lyk a no choice hv to adapt situation.
she was'nt lyk tat in primary sch.
-sighs-
why are tings alwaes so complicated.
i m getting tired.
really tired.
i juz wanna stop runnin.
i cnt handle it anymore.
SOMEONE!
PLS PULL ME OUTTA TIS QUICKSAND.
i dun wanna struggle animore.
nt animore.
nt animore.
nt even for another second.
no ones noes.
no one.
i m struggling.
no one can tell.
haiya.
i wish i can juz leave tis quicksand silently.
without anione noticing.
then evryting.
all the pain.
all the tiredness
all the emptiness will be gone together wif me.
i dun wish to see u suffering wif me either.
let me go with the wind.
no one will noe.
i promise.
i juz wanna stop runnin.
stop struggling.
stop all the pain life is givin me...
i juz wanna stop.
bud if only i could.

-celina
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