tis blog is rotting. sry i'm craping. seriously,i've became a load of crap after taking my report book. haiah...sian, tmr till mon still gt church camp then after tt need get ready for estherfez. then go kayaking then go adventure camp.hate the lot homework man.so freakin still need to do recording de lo. too depressed by results le. wan to go and dunno do wad le no mood to continue. buh bye. ni de tong ku jiu shi wo de xing fu
there are so many things i seriously dun understand i wonder if i will understand it one day. why must ppl change to become what the another person like? as in why must they change their real character to suit someone else's taste? i dun see why tis must be done it is lyk betraying ur heart. its lyk u become a person u dun wanna be. i felt that i have made a terribly wrong decision. i did. why cnt i change? cos i just wanna be the person i yearn to be. then whi izzit that some ppl try so hard to be someone they dun wanna be. they may end up getting wat they want bud they dun feel happy. being urself is the most comfortable. when i dun lyk sth i just sy it and some times ppl dun really lyk or accept it bud sorry tis is seriously how i feel./ pardon me. the breakfast portion is huge i kept eating until i vomitted the ppl in shanghai is diiferent. haiya. i am giving up on myself i nv hated english this much mayb i am really droppin. droping until no one will see me anymore. i dunno how much i get bud. i noe if i did well or not. dumb. i am a super dumb idiot. we tot the host some bad words. she wanted to learn such as bitch bastard slut idiot the F_ _ _ we din teach. it was too vulgar. i cnt see the blog bud i can post. i cnt see the estherfez ting sad i wish i can play a part too. just have to wish those taking part good luck.
ha!!greeting earthlings.. i didn't noe shainghai ppl r so advanced!!(ok,i lame -.-) why is everybody lyk tellin me i will miss celina? i went to sch & the 1st thing they said was: "CELINA's GONE!!! do u miss her?? actually some things r nt ment to be said out loud or else it will lose it's true meaning.i didn't want to say i miss her cos i'm afraid if i really do i will miss her even more. (i can't believe i'm typin tis!! tis is freakin disgusting!! my comp is gg to rot!! Euuuuuwwww!) i relly do hope she can survive there.as in i'm afraid she will start flirting wib 5 year olds and get into the police station? ya...i noe shanghai ppl r nt so shuai but juz make do with it celina. erm wad more can i say, i said the most disgusting stuff ever alreadi. I will nt miss u(ok, at least nt so much)
celina and huiting posting from shanghai. the webpage te akes years to load. we waited lyk 5 min for the blogger thing to come out. hope it doesnt take years to publish the post. the host is very nice. then later still need to write diary sien. lalala huiting here... ahahh...nahna was like being zhui by a small boy..estimated 5yrs old...on a scooter!he kept tryin to bang nahna though...yup...e host also got aimed..me too..but not as many times as nah.. MISS YOU GUYS. HOMESICK. IS TIS WAT U PPL WANNA SEE?
this shld be my last post before i flap away. my dad just spoilt my day la. he scolded me just now. of course i cried la. cos its lyk its my last day le then if tmr sth happen to me and he dun see me again then he will regret it! as i was crying. i shant get too emotional anw. the first person i tot was.. someone. i tink only one person will noe. i tot i will not think of him bud i guess i did. i tot i din care cos.cos.cos. i dunno. bud the crying made me realised sth. sad and pleasing. at least the puzzle was finally solved. sheesh. valerie. does it take u so much pain just to say it? anw. whether u say it or not i will still remain the same. i will miss all my frens. erm. whether it does include u or not. i tink u noe XD how much is ur PRIDE worth anw limo? $100000000000? bohuhu. i shall be a wet blanket. its only worth. erm. $10? quite alot la. bud still ai ya. i v.v. freaked out.
i realsied how immatured i am during tuition the whole class remained silent when my teacher say that last tym she used to call her frens pig gay and all the crude stuff and they called her baq too la. then i started to laugh. ah. i duno wat i laughin for bud i just felt that it was funny. then this person started to cough. then i started to. then my tuition teacher started to cough. wulala. it was lyk continuous. we were given this topic to write about. wat if u liked a person hu didnt like u? i mean we could choose whether to write about it or not bud the other title was way too hard. i tot everyone else would choose the like a person topic bud no one did la. then so i din choose it too. anw. i dun see why they dun wan to choose that one. i dun wanna be the odd one out so i din choose it.
i am sad. i am going to miss erm. erm. i am so lost. haiya. i wonder if anyone will really miss me from the bottom of their heart. alrite. i am just a naughty little imp. i plan to sleep on the plane. i wish the flight was 24hrs. i love the plane!! i dun wanna get down
lost. confused. sad. if only things were really within our reach. i was tinking. all the fans of singers. some are shuai then the female fans will be crazy over him la. then they yearn to be his gurlfren. i mean hu wouldnt la if they were crazy over a very attractive person of the opposite sex. then they can only see their singer from below the stage. they are so close to him bud not close enuf. sometimes. things are so close yet so far. we can see it yet u cnt have it. i mean it doesnt apply for only humans who yearns for another human. i mean things too. ai ya. so close yet so far. its within our sight. nt within our touch? oh no. tt din come out rite. i will be flying in 10hrs time. my flight is at 8.15am bud need to reach at 6.15 sheesh. i am really leaving cnt believe i am really leaving. when i come baq the next day will be kayaking then the nxt day will be adventure camp then the nxt will be family chalet. hope i wun peng. i must survive. XD
Erms..long tym no blog i doubt i can ever post 1 tt is as long as celina's (i dun read her post-they'r too long) celina is leavin 4 shanghai in lyk 2 days tym and i think i desperately nid to clarify smthing. I WILL NOT MISS CELINA CHUA!!! she says she will bring a china himbo baq for me (lookin forward) X) maybe my life will be alot happier if she is gone. no more nagging,beating,kick butting no more having to observe her closely so tt i can see wad she's trying to express through her eyes (she lyks to do tt) most IMPORTANTLY: i dun have to see my money fly cos i got to sustain her horrible eatin habits. yay!! The BEST 2 weeks of my life is abt to begin!!! but aniwae,she still has to come baq provided within tt 2 weeks she dosen't fall in love and get married there. then,the misery of my life is abt to start. but i still have my china himbo( whoo!) haha....ani 1 of u hu wans a top grade himbo can contact celina!!haha... tis post is dedicated mostly to celina, hope she will find out all the evil things she done to me!!
i'm prayin celina won't bob me---> hees....bye for now
recently. many things happened and they rilly set me thinking i finally understood. life is nth bud a game u either persevere and win/lose OR u just slack and let the sleeping dog lie. and lose in life no one wants to lose out they do not want others to be betta than them. when someone who was weaker than them becomes more superior they get all jealous and spiteful. i once felt that way bud i realise that there is no meaning in such feelings. i dun yearn bud i dun mind making things worthwhile.
yesterday. i forgot to bring my ez-link card then my dad forced me to run home to take. cos he wanted me to learn my lesson i was so furious bud as i was running i felt that wat he did was right. if i dun go back and take my stuff i will assume tat watever i do wrong someone will cover my tracks for me usually when we are angry we dun think straight whenever things dun go well for us we tend to find reasons for them we usually blame my dad scolded me for having such thoughts cos i say its my grandma put my wallet sumwhere else. actually its my fault cos i din check i had always ASSUMED it will be there ALWAYS when we are angry we usually dun tink and feel tat we have done sth wrong bud aft we calm and cooled down we noe tat sum things are actually our fault we try to think and find other reasons so that we feel betta knowing that its nt all our fault. we jolly well noe tat its our fault yet we always try to make ourselves feel betta. then the moment i stepped into the sch bee ee shouted the command to stand at attention then i dropped my bag and started to sing the national anthem a teacher was standing just beside me. if i was late shld'nt she be late too. i felt relieved too relieved i was tinkin since i survived that ordeal i doubt the nxt one will come so fast little did i expect it came the nxt day. life is so unpredictable.
successful ppl usually say that nth is impossible. they are able to say that becos they have already succeeded. do u tink a beggar will be able to say that? they will be able to who cannot? bud they do not have the confident to say it becos he noes that no one will listen to him ppl who are infuential ppl who have power i feel that wat they say is just facts that we normal ppl have yet to see. the facts are all around us bud it is just tt we are oblivious to them tt is how ppl succeed. i tink. they say poverty do not stop a child who yearns for knowledge from succeeding i beg to differ its lyk. if u dun hv money u cnt go to sch even if u have to qualities without a cert who will even want to employ u? they look for cert ability nxt. wat help and advantage will u be to them last in todays society i find tat finding a true fren is no longer as easy as last tym when everyone is so innocent and they do not habour evil tots or motive. we always try to win the favour of ppl who will be a stepping stone for us we tend to like "frens" tat are advantages instead of burdens bud why is tis so? u mean a beggar cnt be ur fren today ppl have frens to succeed. last tym ppl have frens becos they rilly treasure their frens companionship. i am so scared. i am faced with tis world where ppl are so scary. the safest fren is a fren who is straight forward a fren who tells u if he doesnt lyk wat ure doing. at least he does'nt hide his true feelings frm u. at least u can be sure that he does not pretned to agree or disgree with u. at least u noe for sure he is telling the truth. at least u can tell......... the scariest fren is someone who always sing praises about u no matter whether u do good or BAD. however sum ppl are diff. when they praise sumone they rilly mean it not becos they wanna pull strings. tat is one rare fren. i sound lyk as though i am condemning all my frens nope. hope u ppl dun feel lyk tat. i am just saying im general. more to the working and business world.
today at tuition the gurl sitting beside me got food poisoning then she keep gg toilet and vomitting vry kong bu. its lyk every 5 min she dash there. then gt one tym she suddenly vomitted before she could dash to the toilet. then i was lyk heng she din vomit on my paper. or else i duno wat to do oso. then i was tinkin. wat if i mean wat if. i would'nt want tat to happen she could'nt control herself and she puked on me. then i m all greasy and stuff wat shld i do aniwae? i seriously duno. scream? shriek? not advisable huh. then we gt to be released early cos the teacher had to attend to her. then the guys were lyk cheering la. i was lyk she suffering then u ppl cheering. hoping mad. i saw her putting her head on the table. lyk so tong ku lyk tat then there was nth i could do. bud to look?
i missed my ex. daycare teacher i followed my sissy into the toilet when i at northpoint then my mom saw her. she was waiting for me to come out bud my sissy was slowly combing her hair then when i came out she left le i guess we're nt fated to meet. she was v.v. nice to me last tym i so miss her she and her best fren who is also my teacher last tym they made the best of frens. aww. they were so nice. how i wish i can go baq to the old tyms. i rilly wish to how i wish i rilly could then i will treasure them more. i rilly will
THIS POST IS TO CELINA CHUA k. knew u wanted to change the skin long time ago. so i did it. dun get a shock. make the necessary changes to both of your LIKES n HATES. yeah. and the title of the blog etc. doesn't the guy in the skin some sort resemble blackdragon? hope u two will like it. if not, i saved the code of the previous skins. x)
i tink i totally screwed D & T and i mean totally. i scared mr subani faints when he sees my results. i just wrote a 3000 word essay hehe. amazing feat huh. it was lyk about the 3 main problems mankind is facing. i was dying writing it. i m bored. let me try sth. I LOVETOEAT. I WANNAEATEVERYTHINGTHAT CAN BE EATEN! let's see how it turns out. sorry i noe tis is lame bud i m just plain mischeivious and stupid. i am bored and hungry to tears.
today was terrible cum interesting. the first thing. maths exam. i forgt to bring my calculator in to the class cos i was. i was just so forgetful and sotong. i dun wanna blame anyone or anything. i can only blame myself huh. then mrs pei today bad mood then she scolded me from head to toe. she sae i was wasting everyone's time. sheesh. is'nt she mean. then she totally blasted me. she shld hv leaved some face for me. i was still going to see her for another 2 yrs. i am probably on her hate list now. she would probably make life diff for me in gb? i duno. bud she cnt be tat petty bah. i just hope she forgt she ever scolded me before. the other tym she sae i tian zhen wu xia. she trying to say i childish lor.
then the literature paper. totally hv no time to do it well la. its lyk i fini the first part. the poem part then only left lyk 20-30minutes left to do the AF thingy.
then its D & T. my hated subj. i nv seemed to be able to do well. whether i study or not i still fail or just pass by a mere bit. even others who nv study can do betta than me hu gt study lor. i totally screwed it up today. i left lyk 10 qns blank cos i din noe how to do. i m betting wif zz. a fish burger. if i get lower than 10. she buy me one if i get higher i buy her one. i m sure i will get a free burger. then when the exam fini mrs ho ask me to put my pen down "celina, put ur pen down" i was lyk. i m writing my name la i find that raising my hand while writing my name is strange later the teacher will be wondering why i raising my hand. ahh. i was misunderstooded. i malu-ed myself so many times. my sway day ytd. so sway la. fate acceptedm =.-
then when we going to the canteen the chinese dance teacher that alwaes stare at us cos we alwaes toking she saw tat our shirts were abit tucked out. then she say u betta tuck in cos i noe how to play kujikuji. oh. tat sound funny. it din seem to come put rite. then she tucked in for us. tuck until into the PE pants lor. so sway leh. me zz limo kena. huiting joleen eliz they escaped her cluthes safely.
then we went to the canteen. i desperately needed to get something to eat before we headed for j8 i ate a burger in lyk 2 mins and then i ate an ice-cream. then we took 55 to j8 we ran for the bus we were at the overhead bridge when we saw the bus then we started thinking whether we could make it if we ran. then we somehow decided to run. we FORTUNATELY gt on the bus. then before that huiting fell down
then we went j8 to eat long john silver. the fries vry cold. nt as delicious. bud still nice. then we went around looking for val t. b'day present. ok. i noe its a bit late bud its the tot tat counts rite? in the end we bought her a stress ball. they say there are limitless ways of playing wif it and we were nt thinking straight then we went to take neoprints. erm. then someone lost her fone. she took the neoprint aft us. its lyk shldnt she ask the person behind her? then we went about asking ppl whether they saw her fone. then we left and she did nt even thank us. so rude. then she started crying. ok. i understand her feelings so i din bother about the thanking part. then zz went to eat roti prata. cos she only drank green tea for lunch. she insisted tat LJS was fattening "health comes before money" quoted frm zz. then we went to get a drink. then they went to eat tako balls. i had eaten so much so i din eat tat limo eat so little yet she dun wan to eat. i tink she scared she grow sideways bud she oso nt fat at all lor.
things i wanted to eat bud din get the chance: 1.tako balls 2.roti prata (curry!) 3.the chicken thingy actually still gt summre but i forgot all i rmb was tat i was telling everyone how hungry i was during my time at j8. they all sae i lyk hungry ghost. i still want to eat!!! total expenses: $10.90 wulala. i dun care whether i grow fat or not. as long as i eat happily i just eat. if i am meant to be fat i will be fat no matter how tight my diet is. i am a super big eater. "horrible eating habits" Quoted from limo.
i duno wat i m doin wif my life its lyk 1 or 2 days to exams and i m here slacking hoping tat everything will come my way again. sumhow. i alwaes managed to ao guo every exam. i rilly did. mayb nt tis tym. i feel tat i will be punished for nt studying tat hard. i juz cnt bring myself to study. i nd my mom to cane me so i can study. it has beeen lyk so long since my mom last caned me cos i was naughty. she stopped caning me since pri3. omg. tat is lyk 5 yrs le miracle. i was v.v. naughty and playful. last tym when i go home aft sch. i alwaes go the playground and play for 1hr be4 gg home. then my mom alwaes angryy. =.=
mayb i was tinkin too much to it mayb i wasnt. mayb it was the plain truth tat i shld have seen. it was probably rite in front of my eyes. i was probably blinded by wat was nt in front of me? mayb tis mayb tat wat am i doin? dun ask me i tink the ppl around me noe betta. i couldnt be overeactin wat. bud my instincts tell me it cant be wrong. ok. i rilly duno wat i doin. wake up celina!! stop dreamin. in life things can nv be a fairy tale. its a tragedy to be living? haha. depends how u take it la. =) i am offically awake. no more lala land. its reality. reality is cruel. its especially curel to sum ppl.
lai shi zai jian ba. xi wang ni bu hui zai dui wo shuo dui bu qi.
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
