recently. many things happened and they rilly set me thinking i finally understood. life is nth bud a game u either persevere and win/lose OR u just slack and let the sleeping dog lie. and lose in life no one wants to lose out they do not want others to be betta than them. when someone who was weaker than them becomes more superior they get all jealous and spiteful. i once felt that way bud i realise that there is no meaning in such feelings. i dun yearn bud i dun mind making things worthwhile.
yesterday. i forgot to bring my ez-link card then my dad forced me to run home to take. cos he wanted me to learn my lesson i was so furious bud as i was running i felt that wat he did was right. if i dun go back and take my stuff i will assume tat watever i do wrong someone will cover my tracks for me usually when we are angry we dun think straight whenever things dun go well for us we tend to find reasons for them we usually blame my dad scolded me for having such thoughts cos i say its my grandma put my wallet sumwhere else. actually its my fault cos i din check i had always ASSUMED it will be there ALWAYS when we are angry we usually dun tink and feel tat we have done sth wrong bud aft we calm and cooled down we noe tat sum things are actually our fault we try to think and find other reasons so that we feel betta knowing that its nt all our fault. we jolly well noe tat its our fault yet we always try to make ourselves feel betta. then the moment i stepped into the sch bee ee shouted the command to stand at attention then i dropped my bag and started to sing the national anthem a teacher was standing just beside me. if i was late shld'nt she be late too. i felt relieved too relieved i was tinkin since i survived that ordeal i doubt the nxt one will come so fast little did i expect it came the nxt day. life is so unpredictable.
successful ppl usually say that nth is impossible. they are able to say that becos they have already succeeded. do u tink a beggar will be able to say that? they will be able to who cannot? bud they do not have the confident to say it becos he noes that no one will listen to him ppl who are infuential ppl who have power i feel that wat they say is just facts that we normal ppl have yet to see. the facts are all around us bud it is just tt we are oblivious to them tt is how ppl succeed. i tink. they say poverty do not stop a child who yearns for knowledge from succeeding i beg to differ its lyk. if u dun hv money u cnt go to sch even if u have to qualities without a cert who will even want to employ u? they look for cert ability nxt. wat help and advantage will u be to them last in todays society i find tat finding a true fren is no longer as easy as last tym when everyone is so innocent and they do not habour evil tots or motive. we always try to win the favour of ppl who will be a stepping stone for us we tend to like "frens" tat are advantages instead of burdens bud why is tis so? u mean a beggar cnt be ur fren today ppl have frens to succeed. last tym ppl have frens becos they rilly treasure their frens companionship. i am so scared. i am faced with tis world where ppl are so scary. the safest fren is a fren who is straight forward a fren who tells u if he doesnt lyk wat ure doing. at least he does'nt hide his true feelings frm u. at least u can be sure that he does not pretned to agree or disgree with u. at least u noe for sure he is telling the truth. at least u can tell......... the scariest fren is someone who always sing praises about u no matter whether u do good or BAD. however sum ppl are diff. when they praise sumone they rilly mean it not becos they wanna pull strings. tat is one rare fren. i sound lyk as though i am condemning all my frens nope. hope u ppl dun feel lyk tat. i am just saying im general. more to the working and business world.
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
