i guess people dun stay the same forever huh. maybe i expected too much. i was so wrong. as in even if they dun change in personality they cnt possibly be the same at every moment. every moment is a different story. i hate it. my sis totally pissed me. watch ur words SIS! i am in piss land.
ytd we went kayaking. my arm only hurts now. AAHhh. pain pain pain. the kayaks at MOE water and sea sports centre very diff to control. its easy to turn diff to go straight. then when we kayakin to the sheares bridge the time me and limo kept laughin and our kayaks went outta control ahhh!! STERN RADDER!!! (at least tats how i spell it ^^") tat is one good kungfu. i doubt anyone noes wat i am saying. i did a stern radder and my kayak went STRAIGHT into limo's kayak. CRASH!!! boom. stern radder supposed to make u go straight. i went straight...into her kayak. nvm. things are hard to explain (: bin chao chao. bin aw aw. zuo tang. i duno how to spell lah.. i love these words. plus two more LAME PIG!! and. STREN RADDER!! cnt beliv mr rodrigues called me and limo twins!! before that. on the bus a guy we din noe asked us by any chance are u two twins? WATT!! u mean i look lyk her? height diff hair diff. ya.and so many diffs. in which way do we look lyk twins??!!
i guess nth is falling into place. i am being crushed. crushed into bits and pieces. where's my superglue? there are so many things for me to be happy about i just cnt bring myself to smile. for once smiling seems so difficult
i nv felt so BETRAYED in my life before. forget it. why are ppl becoming lyk tis. you! i tot u were so close to me bud i guess i was wrong. u gained alot because of my absence. becos i was'nt there at tat time. u took advantage of the situation. when i was around u pretended to be siding wif me please. there is no need to do tat. i hate to say tis bud why are u acting lyk a coward? sorry. i WAS super pissed. now i am not so anymore. i just want u to noe tat i dun blame u for wat u hv done i noe ppl do change i dun expect u to stay tis way for the rest of ur life bud can u change in a proper manner without risking hurting anyone? when u were down i was there. in case u forgot. it was not once it was most of the time. when u hv become high up there there is no DOWN for u anymore u forget the ppl who treated u the best and the worst u start sticking up with ppl u detested most last time. u avoided ppl u enjoyed talking how u treated me i no longer care bud wat about ur other frens are u gg to just let them rot are u just gg to let them see u climb to fame and they are still in the pits? friendship is a gift in a friendship it is not how much pride and money and time u hv given its how much u are really willing to give if u were the unwilling party in the beginning i will pretend u nv existed. i dun lyk a friendship where the other party is not happy with wat he/she is doing. i just hope tat u appreciate wat ur OTHER FRENS have done for u they hv done so much for u to be able to be hu u are today. u dun hv to say tat u appreciate them just noe it in ur heart. if they are really ur frens they will noe whether u rilly appreciated them or not they noe u the best u just did'nt noe sadly. SEEING A SMILE ON A FRENS FACE BRIGHTENS UP UR DAY in case u didnt noe. they were the ones who gave u unforgettable memories. meaningful ones. dun be such an ingrate. at least say a thamk you to them before u leave their lives. u may hv left physically bud u hv not left ur fren's heart mentally cos ur frens heart is a gate u can nv leave once u enter cos frens will stay frens forever. even aft u die u may think u hv forgotten tis fren of yours bud trust me u haven cos u cnt DO A GOOD DEED JUST OPEN UR MOUTH AND SAY U APPRECIATE THEM. UR FRENS PPL WHO GAVE YOU ALL THEY HAD JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE BE IT WHETHER HE OR SHE IS A BEST OR GOOD FREN TO YOU PLEASE. JUST DO IT BEFORE U LEAVE THEIR LIVES AT LEAST SEE THEM SMILE for the last time...
frens will stay frens till the last breath of OUR LIFE.
shanghai trip i cried. the day we left shanghai. i din expect to cry bud i guess i did the hosts were very kind. very kind to us. on the day i left my first host din come cos she got class. then her mother came. ah yi say sth so nice. she say she dui bu qi wo. cos i din eat well cos i not used to the food. i cried. it wasnt her fault. it really wasnt. then she hugged me. i cried even more. ok. i din noe i was tat emotional. then wei lao shi came and asked me not to cry. then i started to cry cos ah yi hugged me again and say she cant bear to let us leave. she say we were very nice gurls. i wasnt. i caused so much trouble for her. yet she still treat me so well. when i had cough she bought medicine for me then i couldnt eat watermelon then she bought pears to stop the cough. she fed me wif the medicine. AAAHHHH. she was so nice she hand wash our clothes everyday. as i am typing. i am remembered of her kindness. i am tearing. why do such kind ppl exist in my life. she was really nice. i need tissue.
the food she cooked was diff from that of spore. i wasnt quite used to it at first she cracked her brains to cook food tat was to my taste. breakfast. she tried to get food tat suit my taste she tried so hard. i felt guilty so i always tried to finish the food bud i was not used to eating so much in the morning. then once i ended up vomitting. she was so nice she may only have known me for a minute or two yet she did so much for me she may not be my mother bud i love her so much too. she did so much for me. more than wat she did for huiting cos i was the more troublesome one. i am indebted to her. how i wish i can pay her baq with hugs. she brought us out every nite. every morning. i can tell that she is tired yet she tries to put on a smile in front of us. i noe she is trying to be the best host she already is. she really is. i need more tissue
she was so nice so nice. how can i ever repay her. such ppl are getting lesser and lesser she treats me well not becos she wants sth in return and its not becos i am her relative or fren we barely noe each other. yet she is so nice how i miss her. she treated me so well. i will be inhuman if i din cry she brightens up my day
huiting. dun u dare circulate tat picture of me wif that guy and my scared expression!!! i was darn shit scared la. i was taking the ride that will shoot you so high up and bring u down. they force me to take de! i tot will be very scary bud it wasnt tat bad aft all. then we take the roller coaster. it went two loops. i closed my eyes. then when i opened it i was looking downwards. it was super fast bud i wasnt tat scared then the pirate ship my leg kept shaking. the pressure bah. it went super high. it was the most scary. i tink cos the rest still ok.
huiting very bad lor. i explain the situation first i was walking wif this guy at the back. at the staricase then huiting go say i and him ahem then tat guy is the person my host like. then my host joined in wif the teasing cos i tink she dun want to make it too obvious. she very wei nan lor. then huiting kept using my hand and his hand to touch each other iky. then i tink my host very sad lor. in the first place there was nth between us. then she made a mountain outta a molehill then she continued to do tat for a few days. i could see the ahem look on my host face wa liao. huitng u din spare a tot for her izzit? its not real somemore lor shit tat guy too la. she say i nei xiang wa. he don noe me. limo always sae i talk too much she wish to shut me up then the way i wear my jacket he oso got opinion cos i wear my jacket the other way round the front of the jacket at the baq easier to take out mah then he wear it the same way and ask me if it looks nice on him. i was lyk erm.
huiting get a pic of me with this guy the guy very attention seeking leh the gurl beside me. vicky say he vry poor thing cos no one wants to bother bout him then he tries to do alot of stuff to get attention then the nxt day he come to tell me tat he searched 3 dictionaries then find my chinese name the zhen the meaning. he say he nv see my name the zhen before. then he tell me the meaning of my name LOL. then on the last day. the class gave us a present mah i gt a bottle of stars. then it was placed in a box then he come and pestered me to open it then he snatched it frm me and opened it without my permission then he go explain to me the meaning of xin yun xing. he is erm. i dunno bud he vry poor thing. he needs frens too huh. so i just let him be la. then he said bye so i said bye then he smiled. HAHA. i felt i did a good deed la. sorry. i was crazy at tat time.
saying about the last day. a guy kept pulling me to take photo. he is the zi lian kuang. he called himself bill gates last time then he keep saying he very shuai he ask me and huiting to take photo then i hated taking them so i ran away then he ran and pulled me really pull me to take it with him and huiting. then he scared i run away then he put his hand around me. dun misunderstand. tat is how the guys there treat gurls so different frm how the guys here treat gurls. the guys there just touch here touch there like no body's business. then if they do the same in spore. i tink they will be mistaken for a molester. SAD! bud he quite nice la. he keep wanting to give up his seat in the computer lab. becos we there so got not enuf seats mah. quite totful la. bud he too BHB
OMG. why am i talking about china guys?! the guys there more re4 qing2 than the gurls la. so shocking. =.-
ADVENTURE CAMP & kayaking it was fun we all very enthu la. bud i nt quite so cos i v.v.tired. i come back from shanghai then the nxt day got 2 days of kayaking. kayaking was ok bud tiring i kayak until my arm muscles pain. mr michealr keep saying i frown too much then he keep askin me to smile i so tired how to smile!!! then in camp every time i walk past mr R he will ask me wat happen to me he keep asking me to smile. not to frown i TIRED! then mr singh keep smiling at me mayb he laughing at me. bud gt anything to laugh meh? then when we doing abseiling the time mr singh ask me wat is my name then he started guessing. he guessed cherilyn cheryl ch.... ch... he just nv guessed ce... then mr R say C~ then mr singh still cannot guess. mr R say i underwater mermaid. then mr singh say orh the confident one huh. erm. i wasnt even confident when i did the capsize drill la. then mr singh say the flying fox thing too low to scare me he say. this one must scare abit. must go 20 storey high i was lyk erm. not necessary then mr singh ask my name again then he started laughin cos he forget my name the nxt moment then he say he can rmb mermaid betta than my name then he say he call me mermaid then i say vry girly. then he call me merman. then he and mr R started laughing. then he smelt perfume then he say its me who put the perfume i stand there so long he nv smell perfume then how can it be me la then he sniff over my head and say its me i was lyk. erm. i dun put perfume then mr jackson ng was in charge of the flying fox. i dun trust him first he ask me to jump then when i wanna jump he say i siao want to die cos he haven put the duno wat thing yet then he attached it to me then he take out sth then he ask me to jump then i nv jump then he see i nv jump then he put it back on then he say i can jump now i duno want to jump not lor later i die how. then i say wat if i die halfway then he took out his hp and ask me to record my last words then when we go nature rumble he ask me if i caught any marine fish in there. i was lyk erm. marine fishes dun survive in muddy waters u lamo. then he ask me to catch mudskippers. funny then got tis laos scholar he keep sayin i put perfume wa. i din la. then he put the super strong insect repelent and ask me to smell lor. it choked up my nose. then campfire he wanted to hug me la IMAGINE he was so BIG i was tis SHORT. it was lyk a care bear huggin a ladybug. i shunned la. then the ZEYONG. shit him say a load of crap. CHEW ZEYONG. u die liao. he keep shitting. i was in the same grp as him. oh. so i noe one person in the grp. he splash water on me aft he washed his plate. and many bad stuff. BOO HU HU man. HAHAH. i sound retarded. I MUST SAY THIS. CAMP FOOD ROCKS LYK SIAO. i love it man. i wont mind eating it for the rest of my life seriously. i still got alot to write bud i tired le. i love the camp cheers too. wulala.
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
