just when everyone seem really dead, i feel so dead too. oh crap. seriously,i don't wish for the hols to come so quickly. next year, we wun be the same 205 anymore. as in even as we may say that we will still stay as a class, we are not anymore. change in environment, friends, study objectives, aspirations. two years was simply too fast? two years and it bye bye already. i really hate to adapt again. who knows, maybe next yr i will go to a class with ppl i never talked to before. but it'll be a good chance to know new people and make better friends? 14 going on to 15 means our childish concepts have to change? our mindset have to change? it will be study and study from then on? study for my future? darn. its like all the fun is gone. have to get outta our child-like thoughts. ARE WE MATURING? my teacher once told me, the day you know what you want in life and how to make decisions for yourself, WE HAVE MATURED. but is it really true. i doubt anyone wants to mature. its such a long way. but soon as we look back, all the childhood memories are almost half through. its going to be gone with the wind soon.
OUR DEEP DESIRE TO FEEL IMPORTANT. i read this book and it says that everyone wants to feel treaured. everyone wants to feel loved? NAH.. everyone wants to feel IMPORTANT. anyway,i just feel that everyone is equally important. everypne plays a role in someone else's lives so why arent they important? A QUOTE FROM THE BOOK: "the unvarished truth is that almost all the people you meet feel themselves superior to you in some way, and a sure way to their hearts is to let them realise that in some subtle way that you recognise their importance woth a sincere heart." somehow, it struck me real hard. maybe sometimes we have been taking the people arnd us for granted. as in we feel and enjoy their presence and company but the thing is that we do not really get the chance to thank them for all they have done. it is like, we are frens this year and next year, we are strangers. we don't get to thank the people who have been by our side all this while because we have found new friends, meaning, new people who can share our woes and be the ones who will be by our sides. anyway, here a little thing to everyone: THANK YOU FOR BEING PART AND PARCEL OF MY LIFE!! this is to people who have made my day (: YOU ARE REALLY IMPORTANT TOO XD
are we able to hold on to our principles when faced with a difficult situation? are we still able to resist the temptations to betray our souls when we are faced with a touchy situation? are we still able to stay firm saying NO to the "demon"? will there come a day that we give up our beliefs because we are masked by revenge?anger?hatred?jealousy?the urge to climb to the top? everyone has their own obligations but.. forget it. YUL became a 'monster' of his mother's vengance. his mother said she is willing to sell her soul to the demon as long as YUL can become the king. will there come a day all of us who used to detest such people, become like them too? WHOO~ i can tell you i dont know. (: neither do i want to know.
haiyo. the hols have to go back for gb thrice every one week. for 4 hrs of drills. have 2 training camps and 1 supposedly leisure camp. i going beijing so i missing 1 training camp. its with yuying. thats why i am reluctant about the hols being so soon.
they always say, absence make the heart fonder. HAHahhah. i seriously cant bring myself to agree with that statement. absence does two things: -numb your image of a person -make you totally!!! forget that person numb and forget is different. numb means if u see that person again, you will just feel the same.normal in a sense. yupp. forget means you dun bother to remember the happy days you spent with that person. EH. i am not saying all these in the context of LOVERS. its just for ppl who havent seen their friends or ppl they held dear to them. but absence also can have adverse effects la. fonder? i cnt understand how it can make the heart fonder. seriously. tell me how if u dont agree (:
BEHIND MANY SMILES IS A DEPRESSED SOUL. true or not true, up to the indivisual to determine XD
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
