ahhaha. today had alot of laugh. i hereby announce that i am masculine chua. my pal, feminine lim will be more than happy to be a jiao! (bird in dialect) feminine lim told me that ji4 also means bird, u know. ya, literally. my dad told my uncle, the jiao fly into the house. so i assume jiao is not a bad word. then why izzit pajiao?!! does that mean can change to pa ji also? jiao and ji means bird anyway. what has cock eye got to do with birds?! feminine lim told me to brush up on my dialects.
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masculine chus signing off to masculine zonal region. woo,looks like being depressed makes me happier.
ahhaha. today had alot of laugh. i hereby announce that i am masculine chua. my pal, feminine lim will be more than happy to be a jiao! (bird in dialect) feminine lim told me that ji4 also means bird, u know. ya, literally. my dad told my uncle, the jiao fly into the house. so i assume jiao is not a bad word. then why izzit pajiao?!! does that mean can change to pa ji also? jiao and ji means bird anyway. what has cock eye got to do with birds?! feminine lim told me to brush up on my dialects.
Could not connect to Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. gosh, lets see if its flunks this test.
masculine chus signing off to masculine zonal region. woo,looks like being depressed makes me happier.
Sometimes a man has to choose (yea,sometimes,he has to,obviously!choose a woman he loves,or choose a job he enjoy) And do something he doesn't wanna do (yea,true.its like,you cant expect everything to be smooth sailing.like,he likes this girl, but maybe the girl alr has a boyfriend, then he kinda has to give up, even if he doesnt want to.) Do I live my life with you as my wife Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream (its so difficult to choose, LOVE or DREAM? both seem equally important though) I gotta do this for me Cuz if I don't I'll probably regret it But if I do I'll probably regret it (ya,do also regret, dont do also regret. life's just like that. between the devil and the deep blue sea. EG. he loves the girl, but he love someone else more, then if he doesnt choose the girl, he might just end up losing the one he loves more, or worst, lose BOTH!) How do I cope
How do you cope when The one you love is with somebody else And there's nothing you could do about it (oh, so helpless. its like, you hide away, and watch someone you truly love, being so happy with some other person. it hurts eh? no? you cannot do anything, except to just wallow in self pity and misery. AAAAWWWWW~ ) How do I deal with The fact that you had a chance But you chose to turn away for your career (no choice, career more important. its really difficult to choose la. without career, no love. without love, no career, so which do you choose?) I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin' It's something that I had to do (yea,it hurts but sometimes, you just gotta bear with the pain and do whatcha gotta do, do what is best for yourself, not for others. seem selfish, but must be realistic.) But nobody said that it would hurt so bad (nobody said so, didnt mean it wont hurt! sometimes,getting a taste of it is better than hearing from a third party's voice. but the process sure does hurt hell lot.) So how do I live...how do I deal without you
It's killing me to know That your heart's with me But you're with him cause I chose To be in this industry (AAAAWWW~ so sad. this is where the sad part comes, she chooses him not becos she really likes him. but becos she needs to find protection, the protection the other guy can never give because he chose his career over love. but she still loves him. he current beau is probably her plaster to heal the wound deep within) Money, shows, and hoes come along with luxury and pain (because he chose his career, he loses the girl and thats where it hurts and he is miserable though he has the money. LOVE obviously does not equate to $$$$) Is all you see when you think about it But this is the life that I was given So I have to live it to the fullest (since he has chosen this path, $$$ over love, i guess there is no turning back for him.) But how do I deal in the meantime without you
How do you deal when you can't be with the one you love but the one you love is with somebody else What do you do when you know she don't love him but she love me but she cant stand lovin' you faraway (he can only love her from a distance, keeping his emotions and unfelt love to himself, watching the girl find love in another.) you just deal with it,deal with it (I dont wanna have to live with it) you just deal with it,deal with it (no,no,no) you just deal with it,deal with it (I dont want nobody else alovin' you) you just deal with it,deal with it (I dont nobody else alovin' me)
nice song eh? nice interpretation too? my interpretation skills suck totally, so i am trying out this song. if it sounds weird, pardon me, cos i dont know what it really means.
oh,what do you want me to say? YOU'RE UTTERLY DISGUSTING. maybe the person presented to me, was the wrong side. so i got the wrong image too. hope this freaks you out. maybe you wun see it. but if you do, please freak.
what's not worth it, i don't ponder too much over it. but what's worth it, i do give it some thought before i make my decision, so don't accuse me of not sparing a thought for the issue, when the time comes where you finally WOKE UP from your merry dream.
dont waste my time if you know what you're doing is not worth it. eh,please, you know it,so don't go all out to spoil my day. there are many more things for me to be happy about. DONT MAKE ME GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY WITH THIS DAMN SLEEPY AND MOODY LOOK, CUZ YOU'RE THE CAUSE! you dont come rattling all your shit to me, cos i don't really wanna hear it either. it just makes me PARANOID, then FRUSTRATED!!!!! please, just do me this small favour.
today got cip again. played a small while of basketball. the mad cow's eraser kena stuck on the net there. we made tang yuan, PINK ones. yea,no doubt,PINK TANG YUAN. ai ya,the process was generally fun, with the pri school guys and stuff.
i played soccer ytd, AGAIN. now my leg is aching, run here run there, take care of them. i scored one goal. i am no professional, so, ONE is reasonable. valerie was so angry with 2 of them. becos of their attitude. yea, she couldnt stand it so she stomped outta the field and went to the basket ball court. i was there alone, playing with the P5 and P6s. awwww.. it was fun, until.. this guy went to bodyslam me. he was slightly bigger size than me, but i was taller. but just imagine the impact. i did a few weird tricks, by coincidence. the goal keeper kicked the ball to me and i used by knee to stop the ball at my feet. then kick kick kick, then OUT! lol. i dont know where is the goal post la they kept changing/ MORE.MORE.MORE. not today. there;s camp later, orientation camp. yea, hope nothing goes wrong with the games, and gees, singspiration is scrapped. we are going to youth ablaze, what a pity, but it should be fun too.
if it were you, you won't say the same thing as you did now,just trust me.
7feb 07, anghui: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINA!!!!!! LOL! thanks! when is ur birthday anw?!
7 Feb 07, 03:09huiting: HAPPY B"DAE NAHNA! ur pressie will be late.. oops. hope u dun mind, heh^^'' I KNOW! YOU TOLD ME! I DONT MIND LAH, SERIOUSLY. THANKS!
7 Feb 07, 02:36elaine: valerie, thanks for that talk, my love. <3 valerie says BYE. lol! u make her cannot study lah! >.<
7 Feb 07, 02:36elaine: happy birthday, celina!! uhhh. thanks too (:
7 Feb 07, 02:11james: no $5 for you -.- hello, i thought you were broke so i didnt take ur $5! but you had so much monae la. i might consider taking tmr >.<
7 Feb 07, 01:34Zhaozhi: fifteen-yr-old! XD YAYA, and ure way YOUNG! and immature! LOL! kidding. yea,sounds so OLD. but i am not!
6 Feb 07, 06:27Yiqing: nahna and weewee, sitting in a tree. k-i-s-s-i-n-g! OI! YIQING AND FRANCESCA SITTING ON THE TREE, K-I-S-S-I-N-G! THEN CAME A WEE WEE AND NAHNA AND THEY WERE CAUGHT OFF GUARD, AND OBVIOUSLY, THE SMOOCHING STOPPED! Lol!
6 Feb 07, 05:07-leegek: happy birthday to u in advance! CLEVER GIRL. first to wish me eh? in advance. not ure not the first for advance wishes. AHHHAAAAHAHAAHAHAHA. sorry, abit unstable today.
6 Feb 07, 04:13huiting: haha. i din realise u lyk mr cho 6 Feb 07, 04:12huiting: uh-oh. its not me lor. hu ask u run that time nvr look in frnt. orh i forgot...eyes to small. oi! first, i do not like mr cho second, it was ur fault! wa lao! whether i look front or not, its not like i can control who or what i wanna fall onto and into! anw,i didnt care. but i tink i accidentally eat the guy's dou fu. =X
PEOPLE, thanks for the gifts. seriously. and i had a hard time carrying them home. my arms ached. SO YA, thanks
THANKS: -ZHAOZHI -VALERIE -STEPHANIE -GRACIE -FAVIAN -JAMIE YEO -LIYING -FRANCESCA AND YIQING -ANGELINE AND CHERILYN
there's geog test tmr. so much to memorise, yet i just cant resist switching on the PC and blogging. yesterday-CIP at HIS connection today -favian's brithday (not the main point) -A-maths test tomorrow-MY BIRTHDAY..
yesterday: me and val played soccer with the pri3s and 4s. wow, they are good man. and they are so energetic then we like first aider, if someone falls down, we immediately run to them and ask 'are u okay?' then its like they always say okay lah. i scored a goal. okay, obviously we didnt have the energy to score anymore cos we were like super nannys. ya, serious. then got this guy keep asking me to look into his eyes and he will hypotise me. WTH! lol! then i ask him to look at me then i hypnotise him. then he say, my butt facing u, u cannot hypnotise me! -.- my eyes too small, u cannot hypnotise me either. haha.ya,all in all, ytd was tiring. SOCCER. nice game though, personal feelings.
TODAY: oh, its favian's birthday. ya, i didnt wish him. thats rude. okay, main point. i am so going to flunk my a maths test! i revised real hard. but when i did the paper, i just couldnt think its like, waste my efforts. my efforts just didnt get paid off. why shld i even bother? it really make me wonder. WHY SHOULD I?? becos i care. WTH! my studies, so important. but i really did study, i tot i would do well, in the end. what shit lah.
tomorrow: like who will know what is going to happen tmr? i dont. u shouldnt either. UNLESS.....
huiting, u made me crash into a group of guys today, you will PAY! big time. and i am serious. though i dont know how. XD but u will!
-CELINA- stands at a miserable height of 151cm SO FAR
-VALERIE- stands at a super tall height of 164cm. =.=
Valerie hates what Celina likes.(totally true)
valerie hates brown while celina loves brown(lyk poo)
Celina hates what Valerie likes.
valerie likes very colourful stuff while celina hates too much of it
valerie-HUGE twinny
celina-LITTLE twinny
OUR GOALS?!
-TWINNY BAG
-TWINNY SHIRT
-TWINNY BADGE
-TWINNY PENCILBOX
THATS SO LITTLE MAN. awwwww~
